Going to add two new pages soon (or might make a new blog – I’ll let you know soon!) – plus my song of the year :)

So, I’m gonna make some new pages with low fat recipes and some pictures of my favourite female actresses/singers/whatever .

ALSO this song is like LOVE to me right now. I don’t know what it is about it, it’s just awesome.

Duvet – Boa  (not the Korean pop star, lol)

And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame then I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
and you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

Exercise.

30-1hr on the exercise machine tonight, and like, 50 sit ups or whatever.I’m going for a long walk tomorrow too. I might set my timer on my iPod or something. Hm.Anyway, last post for tonight. Goodnight guys. OH. And..so inspirational!

Night guys.

x

WOOOW!

I’ve eaten today:

-2 bananas.
-a cup of grapes
-a cup of soup
-8 smarties
-3 Weightwatchers almond slices.

I might go and use my exercise bike in a bit. I really need to start exercising. Bleh.

Hm. I’ve apparently lost about 8 pounds :rolleyes:. I doubt that’s actually fat and not just I don’t have much in my stomach to put more weight into the scale.

Liv made me call her at midnight, asking me what was wrong (although there wasn’t anything) going ‘Do you want to do something tomorrow?’ I.E. today, then her friend’s nan started waking up (she was at her house…???) and then said ‘I’ll text you’.

She didn’t text and she didn’t phone. So much for that, then…

I love this song, it’s called Lucy At The Gym by Jill Sobules:

Hm.

I want to go and see a dietician. I don’t want to lose all this weight only to put it all back on again.

I bought multivitamins today.

So I didn’t feel so bad about not eating. I just have this weird sort of thing about dying from malnutrition.

I know multivitamins isn’t as good as eating, but no one seems to get how much I don’t want to eat anymore. I mean, I’ll eat, but I just don’t want to have more than one meal a day. And I think anyone can survive on that. I mean, I’ve not started doing really vigorous exercising. I’m prolly expending as much as I’m eating atm anyway.

What I ate today:

A carrot.

I’m so happy. It’s like…7:50pm and I’ve been up since 8ish.

Although, I am worried surviving on tea and coffee is going to give me a heart attack.

Oh, and I’ve not exercised…I really should. To make the most of things. The only thing I’ve done was near enough freeze to death in Bromley. I hope the guinea pigs are alright.

WHYYYY are there no good playlists on the internet ever?

Hello dairy farmers.

=] I’m really quite bored and I feel sick.

What’s a slug?